Whatever happened in the past happened, Whatever's going to happen in the future is going to happen anyway. Whatever is happening in the present  moment is always what i am interested in. Fate however has a way of finding your vulnerabilities where you least expect them, illuminating them so that you realize how glaringly obvious they are, and then mercilessly driving a spike straight into their most delicate center... I dont know what i'm looking for, but i need to Find it.